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To Them We'll Always Be Freaks
Label
Ice Chest Musick
Release Date
April 8, 2020

Welcome to a collection of malformed reject recordings, the unpolished refuse of the process of making our 2018 LP, Transangelic Exodus. I’m proud of the final version of the record, but I always yearned to let people glimpse some of the strange process of making it.

We all knew that we wanted to approach making this record differently than we had our other albums. In the past we’d usually listen to my solo acoustic recording of a song, talk about what we might do with it, get the band all together in a room and go with our best instincts of how to bring it to life. This time, we wanted to abandon our first instincts. Tim’s idea was that I should get together one on one with each band member and see what we came up with together when the others weren’t watching. Try out different combinations of band members and think of ourselves as a different band, playing for a different audience, or no audience. We wanted to get weird. Then we’d pool our findings and try to make a record of maximal impact, maximal originality and excitement.

So what we have here are some of the more listenable or potentially interesting artifacts of that process, which began in 2016 and really got going in early 2017. The last recordings featured here are from around March 2017—after that point we were working on the actual tracks for the record, where (as you can hear on the album) we made all kind of other steps forward, toward what I consider the best thing I’ve ever made.

This is for fans of Transangelic Exodus who want to hear a little bit of the process of mutation along the way. There’s a lot more that I won’t ever show you. Also, I’ve only included versions of the songs that made it onto the final album; there were many more songs we left behind as we realized they wouldn’t be part of the best record we could make. I also left off most of the solo acoustic demos; I kept one or two that showed how much the songs progressed from my initial idea for them. But I wanted to keep the whole experience close to the average length of a feature film. One shouldn’t spend too much longer than that being this up close and personal with my psyche.

I have catalogued the tracks with the personnel that appears on that track, plus my best guess at a date of the recording. The band members (The Visions) are: Ben Joseph, Jorgen Jorgensen, Sam Durkes and Tim Sandusky.

I’m very grateful that the weird passionate fictional-conceptual record we made has some fans that appreciate it. This is a little X-Ray of the process if you’re curious. The fact that you’ve let my dark hopeful dreams into your heart means so, so much to me. I hope those dreams are as useful to you as they have been to me.

Love,

Ezra Furman

Digital Tracklist

  1. 1 Come Here Get Away From Me [Ezra solo, January 2015, apartment in Oakland CA] 2:46 Buy

    Come Here Get Away From Me [Ezra solo, January 2015, apartment in Oakland CA]

  2. 2 Love You So Bad [Ezra & Sam & Jamie Riotto at Tiny Telephone in San Francisco, 5-19-2016] 3:41 Buy

    Love You So Bad [Ezra & Sam & Jamie Riotto at Tiny Telephone in San Francisco, 5-19-2016]

  3. 3 Suck the Blood From My Wound [Ezra solo, unknown date 2016, Oakland] 4:22 Buy

    Suck the Blood From My Wound [Ezra solo, unknown date 2016, Oakland]

  4. 4 Love You So Bad [Ben, 10-9-2016, at his apartment in Humboldt Park, Chicago] 3:25 Buy

    Love You So Bad [Ben, 10-9-2016, at his apartment in Humboldt Park, Chicago]

  5. 5 Come Here Get Away From Me [Ezra & Tim, late December 2016, Studio Ballistico, Chicago] 3:49 Buy

    Come Here Get Away From Me [Ezra & Tim, late December 2016, Studio Ballistico, Chicago]

  6. 6 Driving Down to L.A. [Tim and Ezra, late December 2016, Ballistico] 3:35 Buy

    Driving Down to L.A. [Tim and Ezra, late December 2016, Ballistico]

  7. 7 No Place [Take 1 - Ezra, Sam, Jorgen & Tim, 1-2-17, Ballistico] 3:18 Buy

    No Place [Take 1 - Ezra, Sam, Jorgen & Tim, 1-2-17, Ballistico]

  8. 8 Suck the Blood From My Wound [full band, 1-5-2017, Ballistico] 4:59 Buy

    Suck the Blood From My Wound [full band, 1-5-2017, Ballistico]

  9. 9 I Lost My Innocence [Ben, Ezra, Sam & Tim, 1-8-17, Ballistico] 0:57 Buy

    I Lost My Innocence [Ben, Ezra, Sam & Tim, 1-8-17, Ballistico]

  10. 10 The Great Unknown [Ben, Ezra, Jorgen & Sam, 1-9-2017, Ballistico] 2:49 Buy

    The Great Unknown [Ben, Ezra, Jorgen & Sam, 1-9-2017, Ballistico]

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